Hello all! I hope everyone is having a wonderful holiday full of friends, family, and good food! I have been spending my day mostly relaxing. I am so tired today for some reason. For breakfast my mom made french toast and I topped mine with some banana slices and blueberries. There was also an attempt at a vanilla strawberry smoothie, but the texture was all wrong and I just couldn’t do it, which is a shame because I like the vanilla flavor protein drink that was used in it. The french toast was good though!Then I did some dishes and relaxed with the pug for the rest of the morning. That little pug is so funny looking, it’s just too cute to handle haha. At about 2 my family ate lunch. Since I am working tonight we had our Fourth of July food for lunch. My dad grilled up hot dogs and cheeseburgers and my mom made potato salad and red cabbage coleslaw. There was also store bought coleslaw, macaroni salad and baked beans. I was having a difficult time with lunch. I was in tears for a few minutes leading up to lunch. I left to compose myself and splash my face with cold water in the bathroom. I took a breather to try and remember to relax and that I need to eat to be healthy. I was overwhelmed by the food. Those foods are typically something I would label as being unhealthy, but right now for me I need to remember that there is no such thing as “good” food or “bad” food. I was also upset with myself for having these negative thoughts. It’s a holiday and I shouldn’t be having worries about the food, and yet there I was… freaking out. I should have been able to jump at the chance to spend time with my parents and enjoy an awesome lunch that they prepared for this occasion. I made my plate and did my best to enjoy it. My dad would probably say that I was still looking at it like it was poison. I just made myself a cheeseburger with onion, tomato, lettuce and mustard and on the side I tried some of my mom’s coleslaw and some baked beans. Then I took a nice relaxing bath while I listened to some music. Now I am about to head off to work. Not sure what I am going to bring with me for dinner yet… It is going to be a long and crowded night at the ball park! Try and catch some good fireworks tonight!